(By Alfre2 Amaya)
Those bottoms are so freakin adorable!
Well Aaron and I have now dumped each other, I broke up with him last May and he broke up with me on Saturday. It was the biggest pain I have ever felt. But we are okay, we talked things out.
The other night I was suppose to pick him up from work and go to the gym, well I didn’t show up, and he waited for me and got mad. I was stubborn and didn’t apologize and so we didn’t talk for a few days. And Aaron dwelled on it, thinking he didn’t matter to me. Sometimes he gets depressed too cause of his past and plus he was working 11 hour days and all that combined just didn’t help. When I finally texted him Saturday night I still wasn’t apologizing, I was out with friends and he asked me to pick him up I said I couldn’t, and that’s when he dumped me. At that moment I reminded him of his ex girlfriend, his daughter’s mom, and he hated that, cause he holds me at such a high
Level, that I’m better then anybody else, a sweet heart. And for all that negative stuff to cross his mind to where he was so hurt that he thought that I was going to be relieved that he dumped me. He really thought I was going to be happy about it. He was wrong, I freaked out. Plus I had been drinking which doubles your emotions. I was so upset. I walked home crying and went and picked him up and yelled and screamed at him. I never ever act this way and he was completely shocked and terrified. We went our seperate ways when we got home. I calmed down and texted him and we talked it. He didn’t expect me
To react the way I did, he really thought I didn’t care. And seeing my reaction made him realize he was wrong and over reacted the way I always do. I apologize to him, I had no idea he was feeling so sad and so hurt. I felt so horrible for making
Him feel that way :( he needed me and I wasn’t there.
We promised eachother no more fighting, not like we ever do, but we don’t want that to happen again. We love eachother, so much. And we have so much more happiness to share together. I’m glad we worked it out and are stronger from it
: Saudade.
There’s a Portuguese word which simply can not be translated. As it is untranslatable, it is also very hard to define - even in Portuguese. That word is saudade. The dictionary says it is the grateful memory of someone or something that is absent. Furthermore, the grief or sadness you feel for…
